Love??

I don’t know. If I love him, whay I never jealous whan he have gril friend or love some grils??. 3 year ago I hide away 4 my feeling. I don’t know whay i’m very remember him…
Now, he never know about my feel. But if he know, I cant imagine. He is one of all my best friends. I want be just his friend. Just that. Never more. But if I heard about him or I see him I always happy. I don’t know. Sometime I cant forget him. But this feel always came in my mind. Oh , I don’t want always hide my love. But if I forget about him I will sick. I don’t want love him till I die. 
He is so nice, so cool, so fun, and I think all boys cant be comparable with him. Last day my friend -his friend to- come in my home. he talk about him. He say, if “he” never have grils friends and whan some freiends ask “whay”. He say “ aku gk pengen maen-maen” ( sory in indo language, cz this speciale). If yah, so he tell a lie?. But whay? I’m his friends.
i want to be his friend, always love him till close my eye. Untill my life story the and. 

Now, don’t care if everyone talk about my felling. Cz I belief if god will help my story.